if it's for the best, I hope you'll end up my wife
A letter to my beloved
My dear Sara,
I hope this letter finds you in good health. I also hope everyone in your home is doing well.
I hope you have been enjoying your holidays so far, and hopefully the rest of them will go well.
I've taken my time to think in our time apart, and I've gained a lot of clarity. I admit that I did not deal with the
situation as how I should have. Although my reasoning was impaired because of my meds, I do not excuse myself of the
responsibility and I admit my fault.
Our time together was absolutely wonderful for me, and I hope it was for you as well. I'm glad that we loved
each other wholeheartedly. Words cannot explain the love that I have for you, and how much I cherished our time together.
I am very very sorry that I hurt you, for all the times, and it was not ever intentional. With you lie my most beautiful memories.
You were my hope when I was absolutely crushed. You are light itself.
I've grown a lot in our time apart, and my less meds have made me more stable and rational. I hope that we can rebuild our
relationship slowly and properly, of course leaving it up to you. I've prayed so much for you, and I hope what's best shall happen.
Freedom is the greatest form of love that I can offer to you.
Yours truly,
Saad.
